Temporal Sensibilities: Queering timelines and nostalgia

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Temporal Sensibilities: Queering timelines and nostalgia


Two people in casual clothes, one wearing a red top, chatting outdoors; people sitting at tables indoors, some playing musical instruments.

In collaboration with the Queer East Film Festival, our second pair from the Emerging Critics cohort supply their ideas on this yr’s programme.

This is the second of three items printed in collaboration with Queer East Film Festival, whose Emerging Critics venture introduced collectively six writers for a programme of mentorship all through the pageant.

Yuki Yoshikawa

Dear Pear,

How was your expertise at this yr’s Queer East Film Festival? We bumped into one another at a couple of screenings, didn’t we? Even although we had been in the identical area watching the identical movies, I’m positive our experiences had been completely different.

I had the chance to look at some repertory Taiwanese movies, starting from the Nineteen Eighties to the 2000s. Among them, I discovered the double invoice screening of Jo-Fei Chen’s Where Is My Love? and Incidental Journey particularly lovely. I’ve at all times been drawn to older movies. There’s one thing concerning the barely tough high quality of the footage, the movie’s put on and tear, and the bluish tint that captivates me. The occasional sound of the movie’s scratches, like one thing is being set afire, provides a peculiar allure to the film, as if it had been a background monitor. Of course, my fascination doesn’t simply stem from the movie being bodily outdated. There’s one thing nostalgic within the streets, landscapes, the demeanor of an individual, and the relationships between characters which can be depicted within the film. While watching these movies, I requested myself, why do I really feel nostalgic for one thing I’ve by no means skilled? I’ve solely been to Taiwan as soon as, within the late 2010s, as a vacationer. It looks like this nostalgic feeling that arises when watching these movies has nothing to do with my very own private experiences.

I’m additionally within the queer individuals from that point. I can’t assist however really feel a way of melancholy. In Where Is My Love?, the movie portrays the romantic relationship between Ko, the protagonist who resists popping out as homosexual, and his overtly homosexual good friend, Pierre. In Incidental Journey, we see two lesbian characters: Ching, a girl who travels throughout Taiwan after breaking apart along with her girlfriend, and Hsiang, a lonely artist whose previous lover married a person. After working into one another by probability, the 2  keep on the home of Hsiang’s previous lover. Their evolving emotions and the rising attraction between them left a robust impression on me. Both these movies delicately painting the struggles and feelings of queer individuals on the time, by means of depicting experiences of popping out, heartbreak, discovering a companion, and deciding the place and how you can dwell. I think about these points will need to have weighed much more closely on them again then than they could do now. It will need to have been extremely troublesome to seek for a method to dwell with out social acceptance. Watching these movies, I really feel as if I’ve been touched by the characters’ ache and lived experiences, which I’m now carrying with me. It looks like cinema allows the previous and the current to attach by means of time.

A young East Asian man wearing a blue shire with a white sweater around his shoulders stands on a street with an uncertain expression.

Even although the LGBTQIA+ motion was gaining momentum in Taiwan across the 90s, that also wasn’t an period when queers had been socially accepted. However, it’s sure that homosexual, lesbian, transgender, and queer individuals did exist. Through cinema, we really feel their very existence. It does not matter that the tales depicted in these movies are fictional. Somehow, they remodel right into a reminiscence that’s not fairly my very own, however nonetheless resurfaces inside me.

In one scene in Where Is My Love?, a younger homosexual man sits in a dimly lit research, delicately holding a cigarette between his fingers as he concentrates on his writing beneath the glow of a banker’s lamp. Another younger man gazes at him wistfully. The digicam captures every of them at eye stage, aligning with their views. Their gazes and expressions attain us throughout the display screen and thru time. Even if this can be a fictional story or comes from a previous that doesn’t belong to me, queer recollections proceed to talk to us as nostalgia.

In Incidental Journey, an artist is captivated by a free-spirited and alluring girl standing by the riverside. From a brief distance, Hsiang finds herself sketching the girl. Framed by the stillness of the mountains, we watch the scene from afar, tracing the gap between the 2. I felt as if this was a panorama I wished to recollect. The movie is, after all, a fantasy, and I’ve by no means truly seen this place. But Incidental Journey painted a quiet, inside panorama in me, like a reminiscence I carry in my thoughts. Perhaps watching movies permits queers, every with their very own histories and experiences, to create such pockets of reminiscence inside themselves.

Queer fantasies created by movie blur the strains between previous and current, disrupt the circulation of time, and blend actuality with fiction, in the end setting up a romantic previous for queer individuals. These movies supply us one thing past mere visible tales. Through the characters’ ache, their pleasure, and the time they lived by means of, we will expertise an imaginary historical past. This is the ability of nostalgia that transcends time and area, permitting us to reaffirm our existence as queer people.

Two young East Asian adults, a man and a woman, sit close together in a grassy field. The woman has her arm around the man's shoulder.

Pear Nuallak

Dear Yuki,

I keep in mind when your arms described time on the pub desk quickly after we met for the primary time. You mentioned, “People think time is like this,” sliding your index finger ahead. By contemplating queer time, we perceive the potential of being temporally wayward: time can “drag on” due to societal strain to dwell a straight and slim life, so queering time can imply discovering our personal winding path. Or possibly time itself can develop into drag – materials for destabilising efficiency.  

History turned burlesque in An Ass-Shaped Butterfly. Part of Queer East Expanded, this performance-lecture by movie scholar Misha Zakharov was adopted by a uncommon screening of Vocal Parallels, directed by Rustam Khamdamov. Zakharov, who self-describes as “russian-Korean” with a lowercase ‘r’ with a decolonial intention, provided a queer speculative studying of Erik Kurmangaliev, a Kazakh tenor who flourished in newly post-Soviet Russia. 

Zakharov’s playful inquiry and cautious analysis inspired my studying of Vocal Parallels as a biting satire of the Soviet film-concert. This artwork type launched artwork to the plenty by combining musical and documentary; Vocal Parallels turns it right into a surreal cabaret that treats Soviet cultural historical past like a dress-up field. Our host for this film-concert is Russian actor Renata Litvinova. With her ultra-femme Soviet retro type and barbed quips, Litvinova introduces every act and explains the film-concert’s skinny plot. “One soprano hates one other soprano […] and the mezzo soprano hates all of them,” she says. We observe opera divas engaged in rivalry, together with Erik Kurmangaliev. Always in full drag, his darkish, wealthy, gender-ambiguous voice weaves by means of the movie. When he sings “Vanya’s Aria” from Glinka’s Ivan Susanin, he is a “feminine” character in a “male” navy uniform enjoying a boy’s position meant for a contralto, the bottom “feminine” voice vary that overlaps with a “male” tenor. The movie treats gender prefer it treats time – playfully.

Because of Vocal Parallels‘ sweeping historic scale and ironic tone, we’re saved at a distance. In distinction, once I went to the UK premiere of Chu Ping’s Silent Sparks, I used to be struck by the shut invitation to really feel time cross alongside the primary character, a younger homosexual Taiwanese gangster known as Pua. I used to be interested by this movie as a result of I’d been studying Jackie Wang’s abolitionist writing on time and imprisonment. The film begins with Pua being locked into his jail cell. His scheduled mealtime – what Wang describes as “making time digestible” –  is spent silently.

A blonde woman wearing black sunglasses, a headscarf, black gloves and a white fur coat.

Silent Sparks gently observes how criminalisation shapes Pua’s every day life. Upon launch, Pua resumes work as an informal porter and employed thug for his car-and-crime-dealing boss, typically disappointing his lengthy struggling mom, Ru, a fortune-teller who insists he eats mee sua (wheat vermicelli) for 100 days to vary his destiny. Pua and Ru dwell subsequent to the practice tracks and can’t afford to soundproof their dwelling, the compensation cost for his earlier sufferer including to their mounting payments. I considered how Wang describes debt as foreclosing individuals’s futures, with incarceration as “temporal punishment.”  The movie’s gradual tempo, together with tunnelling compositions and rhythmic strains of metropolis infrastructure, create the sensation of confinement outdoors jail partitions.

Pua’s refusal of meals outdoors jail marks his normal lack of urge for food for all times. The solely factor Pua needs with single-minded focus is Mi-Ji, who seemingly stays chilly to Pua regardless of the fervour they as soon as shared in jail. Pua and Mi-Ji are employed by the identical crime boss; as their relationship rekindles, their work turns into extra dangerous. Near the tip of the movie, when Pua decides to up the stakes in his pursuit of affection, he lastly eats his mom’s mee sua, which did not change his fortune however sustains him when he makes a life-altering determination in his pursuit of queer love.

Queerness and time create completely different layers and paths in every of those movies. Where Vocal Parallels views the breadth of time as a camp spectacle, Silent Sparks reveals how the primary character tries to exert his will over time. In the closing scene, we flash again to a second the place Pua appears content material with himself: hitching a trip on a motorised warehouse cart. We’re pulled together with him, journeying forwards and again on the identical time. Although Pua is closely implied to return the place he was firstly of the movie, his dedication to Mi-Ji refuses a traditional narrative.

I’ve been fascinated with how queerness isn’t at all times enjoyable or affirming. These movies hyperlink time with destruction, lingering contained in the ruins of previous cultures or particular person lives shattered by violent methods. After watching them, I really feel strengthened in my resolve that we won’t abandon ourselves or the individuals we love. Queers have at all times discovered one another in each timeline. 

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